I have been thinking, which is usually a dangerous thing. I said earlier that I was going to stop updating this thing but find that is probably not the very best solution to all my life’s issues. Sure, I post little blips and burps on Mastodon a lot more frequently, but the character limit is a little restrictive. What I mean by that is that I don’t want to have to post 10 toots in a row to get my thought across if I don’t have to. So, I guess I’ll put those longer thoughts here.
I think a lot of my issue is that I want to escape my issues so by ignoring it, I thought maybe it will just go away. I don’t want to come on to the internet and seem to be a chronic complainer. You know, like the people who know that a disease exists, they have it or they’re on their way to getting it. I am admittedly sick… a lot. I feel like that’s all I complain about sometimes. Can I overcome that and inject some positivity into my life through regular writing? Who the hell knows. I can barely string along sentences anymore. Ha ha.
So, here I am. And I guess I’ll keep this up until I get tired of oversharing. Maybe at some point, I can talk about the positive things in my life.
Right now, I am just recovering from COVID (AGAIN!!!). I am okay though. I feel like garbage, but also nearing the end of my study and research. Sometimes, I just sit and wait for the bad stuff to happen, but hey, I’m alive. And damn it, I will finish this degree!!!